Crew Member Reveals Depression After Deluge of Online Abuse Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The high-profile flight was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, describing a check-in call from a mission companion in the period after the flight.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she wrote. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – including her lab work and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her background – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was paused after being assaulted during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the followers whose support pulled her through. “You all saved me,” she said.
She added that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the mission, including spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from Texas in the spring, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that passed the Kármán line of space.
The diverse crew also comprised leaders in various fields.
The venture behind the mission is a private space firm established by a well-known tech mogul.